Stumbling blocks of confusion

In life we think we have everything under control when things are going good in our eyes. It's when things start beginning to get chaotic that  you truly see how much under strength you hold within. It's funny how things start to unravel over the littlest setbacks. Will I run back to drugs as a means of coping, telling myself,  "oh well everything is going bad right now so I might as well have some fun out of this"... Knowing I'm only digging a deeper hole for myself that will be too difficult to climb out of in the end... Or will I stand strong thru the storm and keep uplifting myself to greater heights?.... This is what separates the weak moments from the strong. This is what makes you or breaks you.